This is really special to me. I’ve always had the feeling that someting was reeeeally wrong with me. I was dark, weird, I liked weird stuff and somehow just didn’t fit in any sort of group.
I’ve never had many friends, I would spent most of my time alone as I grew up, in my room drawing and writing weird shit.
Nowadays, all I can say is that “it wasn’t just a phase”, I’m still the same strange person – the difference is that I learned to accept who I am and the dark corners of my mind. When I stopped struggling to be “a grown up”, like everybody else, was when I was finally able to love myself.
If you are an “other” – you are welcome here.
You know what is really important?
Doing whatever keeps you alive.
Alive and well – that is.
That’s why I started to blog again, after some years basically away from everything that made me feel living was worth the pain. This blog is who I am in categories.
I’m a girl (duh), so I’m really interested in everything even remotely girly – like fashion and makeup. Beauty and selfcare are two topics I love talking about. Other interests are geek stuff, such as games and entertainment in general.
Bad decisions, that's alright. Welcome to my silly life.
Fuckin' Perfect - Pink
But what really moves me is music. I’ve tried everything to let go of it – but the result was a complete disaster. I’ve developed a severe depression because I forced myself to have a lifestyle that was simply not for me.
So I’m here to write a detailed account of my foolish mistakes to maybe help you, dear visitor, not to do the same to yourself. I’m not saying I know everything, or that I can actually help anyone – my purpose is to create a space where people can relate and not feel so alone anymore.